is it worth going thru all this pain?
just for people who don't even give a shit?

fuckedd up man...
felt so rejected on monday. haha
nvm.. shall not brood abt it.

wonder wad happened?
she just ignored me?
feel like sinking the blade deep into my skin now.

fuck it k!

but today, i was so freaking happy!!!
first time being so close to her!
argh!
she's so freaking cute!!!
adorable!!. can't help myself but fall deeper into
the thing that might just end up
hurting me.
but i still don't really care.

haiz.. hope my com recovers quickly.
cheers.

Wednesday, September 22, 2004