haiz.. wad a freaking boring day...
haiz.. i have no more penknives...
nobody wants to go out with me today!
haha shall go popular to get some new penknievs.

haha so funny, woke up and watched myself on tv..
haha haiz.. made some stars.. to relieve stress..
wonder who to give to... emili? for being so sweet. haha

haiz....
had no one to talk to yesterday..
rachel had her own darling to talk to..
haiz.. so stressed. sooped up in this small room..
no one wants to go out. haiz...

cried just now. eyes look kinda swollen. haha i like.

listening to my place by nelly on radio now.
nice. i like it. i like it. i really really like it...
haha.

wad to do man? i need someone to talk to.
someone to listen to my problems... someone.

haiz... i don't know what to do now. shall go and sleep later.

freaking world..
i just need a little bit a encouragement from ppl.
rachel asked me to look on the bright side of life.
but there 1:10 bright sides to bad sides... so yup.

i wanna be alone right now. so don't bother me.
cheers to life.

Saturday, September 04, 2004