heh heh.. yo peeps! haha
okay.. today was kind of a fucked up day.. saw
some fucked up ppl.. in a fucked up mood.. haha

oh yah, on saturday, the mother fucking bitch shouted
at me.... rite in my face.... like fuck it...
celeste said she said, i cld go, but not play..
so i bloody went lah! then she fucking shouted at me...
wad type of reson is that man? fuckkkk..

ok.. rachel was absent today... MISSED YA RAE! haha
ok.... yah.. arranged for some make up lessons. with
MRS TAN AYE LENG and may chong. haha .
so tmr, having extra lessons with mrs tan.
then wed gonna have extra with may chong..

haha today's maths period was damn pathetic lor..
she was like saying how we ate all these food
and threw it in the bin causing the lizard to grow
so fat... haha like stupid lah! LIZARDS EAT FLIES!!!
haha so like i was wth....

damn funny lah.. had to do make up for PE...
so i was tokking to suk kian... damn funny lah..
and it's like apperently, best friends bitch abt
each other... hahahah i'm tokking abt emili
and gwen.. haha those two.. damn funny lah!!
and they admit it, and they're fine with it.

haha ok... haiz.... CLEARED ALL MY DEPTS!!!
YAY!!! haha ok.. haiz... searching for that someone
in my life rite now... haha rachel i need tips!!!
haha... haiz.. feel damn empty inside rite now....
how i admire some ppl... shall not elaborate...

k, booked danceamania tix. haha GO REDS!!!!
haha ok... haiz.... there's some appreciation tea
in skl for netballers in the hall on 25...
Then i'm like " LIKE AS IF THEY APPRECIATE ME..."
haiz...

Four o’clock in the morningMy mind’s filled with a thousand thoughts of youHow you left without a warningBut looking back I’m sure you tried to talk it throughNow I se it so clearlyWe're together but living separate livesSo, I wanna tell you I’m sorryBaby, I can’t find the wordsBut, if I couldThen you know I would, yeah,No, I won’t let go,Know what we can beI wont watch my life crashing down on meGuess I had it all right there before my eyes, yeah,Girl I’m sorry now you were the last thing on my mindYou carried me like a riverHow far we've come still surprises meNow, I look in the mirror (look in the mirror)Staring back is the man I used to be with youHow I longed for youNo, I won't let goKnow what we can beI wont watch my life crashing down on meGuess I had it all right there before my eyes, yeahBoy I’m sorry now you were the last thing on my mindGirl I'm sorry I was wrongCould've been there, should have been so strongSo, I'm sorryOhNo, I won’t let goKnow what we can beI wont watch my life crashing down on meyes I had it all right there before my eyes, yeahGirl I’m sorry now you were the last thing on my mind (on my mind)I wont watch my life crashing down on meGuess I had it all right there before my eyes, yeahGirl I’m sorry now you were the last thing on my mindOn my mind (on my mind) [[LUV YA GURL]]

arghs...i just wanna say i love u but i can't!
i'm like so freaking confused inside now.

ok... haiz... i seriously dunno wad's my motivation
in life... haiz... like i dunno wad i'm doing..
it's like i'm sinking into some dark place.
and i'm my life's being sucked out....
and every time i try to breath, onli water goes in.
ARGHS...

ok.. dunno wad to do now... bye.

Monday, August 16, 2004