haiz.. feeling rather down these few days...
because of a bloody fucking BITCH!!!
ARGH..
i hope you die in some freak accident!
argh.... feel like slitting my wrists....
wana write a suicide letter dedicating it to the bitch.
well, i hate you and u're the reason of my death.
hope this feeling or regret and remorse stays with you and haunt you
every night and day of ur fucking miserable life....
YOU BITCH..

haha well, tt is if i relli plan to die..
clue to who you are...
a noble nice caring responsible and established
person in netball. actually,not relli netball, english to be exact...

wel.. yeah... making up stupid stupid ideas
saying for my own good...
eat ur shit man...  
argh...

well tks EMILI my beloved , tks for supporting me
even when tt bitch didn't relli do anything to you lahs..
haha luv ya! , celeste  for telling me, it'll be alrite luv ya too!
mich for apologising countless times... and chuck for
being there... well.. if i relli can't be in netball anymore,
so be it lah...

if it's god's will, so be it.

anyway, sprained my ankle aft combined skl team trg.
didn't go to skl.
ms siti, in case you think tt's you, it's not.
tks for trynig to help me too .tks fer being there.

well, to the ruiner of my life, tks man.
for spoiling my day, my hour, my minute,
my second, my LIFE. tks. tks alot.

Saturday, July 24, 2004